Along with finding my way back to my blog for some much needed healing and therapy, I have purchased a new Moleskine journal to jot down ideas, but mostly to splash colorful pain about the pages. Today, my first entry was fertility related...as I mentioned in my post before. It seems that no matter where I go, I'm surrounded by the pursuit or GLORY of motherhood.
It's sad. It's not pretty pink, blue, green, or yellow. It's dark and ugly. For some reason, I still pick these bright and beautiful colors. Maybe that is hope shining through.
