Now that we've been married for over 3 months, the questions have started trickling in. Maybe not even questions but simple comments. "You're next." "When are you two going to have one?"
I knew those questions would be popping up soon. And, for the most part, I'm okay with them. I can just say "we're working on it." I'm excited because my sister is expecting her first baby. This gives me a tremendous amount of hope.
My biggest fear is fear! I'm not sure what I'm afraid of, but I have a feeling I'm most afraid of unraveling some old feelings. They're usually kept tucked away and starting to really "try" would just be tugging at the string that would unravel the ball.
I have hope and a really good feeling that everything is going to be okay this time. I think I'll have a few more battles, but my happily ever after will be here soon.
I'm glad you're back blogging on the interwebs. The contents of your mind always gives me hope. {{{hugs}}} And I have faith in your happily ever after.
Posted by: Steph | 01/10/2010 at 03:29 PM
xo tisabel
Posted by: Manders | 01/29/2010 at 11:10 PM